Friday, October 2, 2009

Depression...

I just want to go home, to New York. I don't wanna be here. I'm so lonely man, and bored. And I have to drag people to do shit with me, and it just makes me feel shitty and dirty and unwanted. I hate tonight. I hate today.

And I don't wanna finish my drink, because everyone fucking left, and I don't wanna drink alone when I'm upset. I know that's bad. Today is bad.

I just hate this depression man. I hate it so much.

2 comments:

Gledwood said...

That's homesickness...

Go and see an American movie in "langue original" ... it should have original soundtrack even if there are subtitles in French

Lucinda said...

No, I don't know, it's a whole bundle of emotions, and I want to go home because I really don't wanna be here, it's not simple homesickness.

I saw Inglorious Bastards in "VO" (version originale), and it was hard because parts of it were simply in German and French with either French subtitles or no subtitles, but it was still interesting. It was a really cool movie.