DON'T WATCH THIS IF YOU ARE AN ALCOHOLIC
YOU WILL BE OFFENDED.
DON'T READ THE REST OF MY BLOG POST, IN FACT...
YOU MIGHT BE OFFENDED AGAIN.
So... today I was done early with classes because I had my exam today. Basically, I got home around like 12:30 and have just been chilling out ever since. Cooked some lunch, put the dishes away, and put more money on my phone... Today is blah. I don't like how my brain is beginning to lean towards alcohol as a way to calm itself. That whole flipping the switch thing is something I wanna keep away from alcohol, 'cause that's just a bad bad trap I could fall into. Honestly, I should really stay away from that and oddly enough caffeine. I have begun to drink coffee as if it were a drug, and I just want to feel that burst of energy... BAD. So, in short, anything addictive I gotta keep away from my body for the next I'd say month or so at the least, just to make sure I really will be alright. I know that once I get over this first hump of shittiness, staying sober will become a lot easier task, it's always those first few months that can really make or break you.
Also, just so you can see my man, here's a pic of us together:
Yeah... we're cute like that. = P
Anyway, I'll probably update in a bit, out of boredom.
Check ya guys later!
- Lucy = )
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